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Dear Dad,

Hey pop's been awhile, last time we talked to you we were in a budget funeral home, and I talked to your ashes, tucked inside what I can only describe as a plastic ammo can. I wanted to let you know I am doing great, I have found out what life truly is about. I no...

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This evening at the 27 Club,

I order my first Kate Spade bag medium rare, with a side entre of Popeyes chicken covered in a mole sauce, with a French Baguette! Ohh and a Scotch on the rocks Chris! I no longer feel suicidal. I deserve this life! I am hungry! This morning I woke up suicidal(I...

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My Last Birthday with Dad

May 30th, 1977 My Father, Mother, and hospital staff brought me into the world. Today is May 30th, 2018, I turned 41, today is my last birthday with dad. The alarm never went off! I had my shower, brushed my teeth, was fully dressed, on my second cup of coffee, well...

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Time Travel is Exhausting!

I have mentioned to many of my close friends and family that it feels like I am in a season of the TV show 'Sliders'.  My mind sliding from the 'normal' life and childhood with my 'normal' father to another true reality where my Dad was/is actually crazy and the...

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Thank you Dad

When Katina and I fled the area from the threats, and dangers, of my father, it gave us the distance we could operate safely from, in a place with trusted loved ones. We talked/fought/cried over what our next options were? What plans do we make next for our lives? The...

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