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Dear Dad,

Hey pop’s been awhile, last time we talked to you we were in a budget funeral home, and I talked to your ashes, tucked inside what I can only describe as a plastic ammo can. I wanted to let you know I am doing great, I have found out what life truly is about. I...

This evening at the 27 Club,

I order my first Kate Spade bag medium rare, with a side entre of Popeyes chicken covered in a mole sauce, with a French Baguette! Ohh and a Scotch on the rocks Chris! I no longer feel suicidal. I deserve this life! I am hungry! This morning I woke up suicidal(I...

My Last Birthday with Dad

May 30th, 1977 My Father, Mother, and hospital staff brought me into the world. Today is May 30th, 2018, I turned 41, today is my last birthday with dad. The alarm never went off! I had my shower, brushed my teeth, was fully dressed, on my second cup of coffee, well...

Time Travel is Exhausting!

I have mentioned to many of my close friends and family that it feels like I am in a season of the TV show ‘Sliders’.  My mind sliding from the ‘normal’ life and childhood with my ‘normal’ father to another true reality where my Dad...

Thank you Dad

When Katina and I fled the area from the threats, and dangers, of my father, it gave us the distance we could operate safely from, in a place with trusted loved ones. We talked/fought/cried over what our next options were? What plans do we make next for our lives? The...

Sunday May 20th 2018 – What is a spanking?

We have gone through the entire day without a call or voicemail from M, looks like the letter our lawyer sent out has slowed him down. Or it sped him up, no telling really. When we were getting messages at least we could tell something, measure his cadence for changes...

Monday May 21st 2018 – Clorox wipes and progress

Got the last of his items we were in possession of, moved to storage today. It is curious on how much emotional power an innate item can hold. Katina looked relieved to have all his paperwork out of her office. She verified this to me by saying so, “I am happy...